Today, not once but twice I opened my mouth and caused some friction between some people I care a lot about.
To me, it’s a big deal.
To them, it may also be a big deal.
But in my head I am making it up to be like they will hate me forever for it.
Even when I know within a couple of days it will just be a thing of the past.
Why do I do this to myself you ask?
For three reasons.
One, because I am a Pisces and we love all things tragic.
Two, I am a woman and we love all things tragic.
…and three because by opening my mouth I may have ruined what was one of my happier days in a very long time.
So what do I do when I am bummed out and sad?
I do what every woman who happens to be born in the sign of the fish does…
I grab all the bad junk food I can, ignore my phone (minus looking at it every ten minutes in the hopes that those two people will call/text/message me and let me off the hook.) and watch my favorite sad love movie.
And for me that movie is Moulin Rouge.
It’s a tragically perfect mix of beauty, freedom, truth and love.
Not to mention I may or may not have a small thing for Ewan McGregor.
(I am totally infatuated with voices and his is sexy as hell to me.)
Alas, someone else already owns my heart so it will never be but a girl can dream, right?
Sorry Ewan, Maybe in another life.
But I still think I would make a good Satine for Halloween this year.
Especially in her infamous red dress.
If only I could sucker someone to play Christian for me it would be a complete set.
But at this rate I think I will end up just being a lonely Courtesan.
Anyway, back on topic and out of my head.
If you have not watched the movie please do.
And in the meantime here is a clip of my all time favorite song from the movie preformed by Glee.
I want to note that although I love the original with Nicole and Ewan I think it fit perfectly for the characters of Blaine and Kurt on the show Glee and they killed it with their amazing voices.
I also support all gay rights.
There for, If you don’t share my views that love knows no bounds then feel free NOT to watch.
Sorry guys but you don’t have to agree with something to see the beauty in it.
And I think any one who loves a human being as much as those two love one another is just that…
(Yet another sigh. Slightly more frustrated sounding than the one before.)
…I really need to learn to keep my thoughts to myself and my damn mouth shut.
On that note, I am going to go google dress patterns and torture myself by going back to checking my cell ever five minutes again.
Wish me luck guys because it is going to be a long night…