Tonight dear readers I have only but one small bit of advice to share.
I am sure that most of you already know and understand what I am about to say but after recent events in my life I feel it warrants repeating.
No matter how hard you plan and/or dream your life to be, it will always end up going a way you least expect it too.
…. and this is not always a bad thing.
Many times over the past couple years I have sat and wondered why so many bad things have happened in my life and why I have been forced to face them.
A small example is the pain and rejection in my dating life that left me wondering what the point of it all was.
So many sad nights alone wondering if I would ever be worth the effort to just one person.
Finally, after so many tears and lies I was ready to give up.
…. but then out of no place, he came into my life.
And now it’s all clear.
I had to go threw all those struggles and trials to make what I have now work.
I had to suffer and be stripped of my foolish pride to see that being the real me was all it took to find love.
….I had to go on this journey to love myself before someone else could love me unconditionally.
And I am forever grateful that I stuck it out to get to here.
I still have much more of my journey left to travel but now with someone who supports me at my side I start back off on my path with my head held high,
Just when I was about to give up, fate brought me strength and purpose to get threw.
And I will never be able to thank him enough.
Tonight, I post this with hope that anyone who is struggling or feels like nothing makes sense reads my words and knows this…
At some point, it will all make sense and be worth every second of struggle and pain.
I promise you this!
And I am a woman of my word dear readers.
I do not make promises I cannot keep.
Even if you feel like you have nothing left to carry on with KNOW that at some point it will all be worth it if you just keep hanging on.
And all the while know that I will have your back since you have been kind enough to have mine.
We got this guys!
Just hold on for a bit longer and know that some one out there understands your struggles and pain.
While you do that I plan on saying a silent prayer of thanks for all that I have been blessed with.
But most of all, I will be saying one in hopes that all of you will know unconditional love as I have finally found.